By Jae Vitug | World of Thoughts ©
“Treat women like the way you want your daughters to be treated. Never underestimate the real power of karma.”
Thoughts of every girl in a friends with benefits relationship
I may have seem to be falling for your charms, but please don’t abuse it, know how to cherish it.
I have been waiting to feel this way since I was a child, reading of fairy tales, until I became a teenager sitting down a couch eating popcorn over a chick-flick, to being a full grown woman just wanting to experience what love really feels like.
As much as I don’t want my heart to get broken, I can never decide for what was destined for me.
I know that whom I want in life depends on time, but who stays would depend on me. But what if I’m already trying to make you stay, but you just ignore it, you ignore me and my efforts.
I guess I’m just not the girl for you.
I know men would forever hunt for sex, but please don’t use me as just that. I am human and I have feelings too, it’s bullshit to say you don’t feel anything, sleeping together wouldn’t happen without at least being attracted to the other person.
I just wish that you would develop at least a bit of something for me and not be as cold.
I know you would wanna go out with every beautiful girl you see, but darling I am here and I can give you more than that, only if you’d let me in.
I know you don’t want a relationship, whatever your reasons are, I will understand, but don’t get stuck to the thought that you wouldn’t want a relationship.
Open your mind and your heart, this might be the best for you, someone to tame you, to bring out the best in you, to make you feel, it’s always been a good feeling to be cared for, to be treasured…
It would take someone like you to slowly turn my imperfections to perfection. I may not be as beautiful, sexy and smart as the other girls, but I am my own, please take a chance to love me as who I am.
I always do wonder about you, where you are, what you’re doing, if you’re thinking about me. I’ve been wondering too much that sometimes I couldn’t differentiate my imaginations to reality. You make me feel alive, I wish I could divert my attention but I couldn’t.
Will you be mine?
If the answer is no, then I wish you find the right woman for you, someone who could love you as much as I want to, someone with a pure heart that would make anyone melt for.
I do wish I could be her, but what can I do? If she makes you the happiest man on earth, I’ll be her biggest fan. I never wanted anything than that sweet, innocent, sincere smile on your face. I would be contented.
If someday in our lifetime I get to see you again, I wanna try one more time, I won’t give up on you, because I see huge potential between you and me, us.
I will always be here for you, come what may.
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